ireth's blog

ok i somehow managed to move my blog to this blog :/ but somehow i dont feel like blogging anymore and wish to remain anonymous T.T sigh i just need a blog so i can "tell" ppl how i feel cos i wont say it out. ): i'm such a coward. sigh and i'm so very super passive. yeah i know i want others to take the initiative but somehow that's NOT gonna happen to me cos of all kinds of reasons. that's the sad reality.

on a more pessimistic note, i have the "Chuan" palm crease! which means (according to tv) i will be single! so stop thinking so much. forget everything and stop noticing anything. i shall remain emotion-less and love-less (:

and i dont like typepad ): i hate all the "followers" and "fb likes" GRRR so i prob wont be posting anymore! unless i really have something i want to "say" >

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i'm so tired of life. sigh tired physically and mentally. i seriously expect too much of my life and of others.

i'm so glad friday is a holiday. i need the break from school.

vox is closing -.-

yeah vox is closing and i'm too lazy to start another blog so oh wells. my blog will last till 30 sept! good in a way... so in oct all my emo posts will be gone! (: mj shall be a more cheerful and confident person!

last emo post before vox closes. school's kinda stressing me out? >< but i thot this week was ok... except anatomy which i finally managed to get it after mugging. yeah but somehow my body's telling me i'm too stressed? ): fell sick in second week of sch, got better in third week and now i'm falling sick again in the 4th week of school T.T and somehow my sickness is getting stronger T.T had fever on tues (after anat prac >< omg i hope it's not because of the formalin) and fever came back again on wed afternoon.. thurs and fri (today) had giddyness ): sigh lack of sleep? been trying hard to sleep early but my sleeping schedule is screwed >< cos of my giddyness i slept in the afternoon so i havent been mugging so end up i have to mug late into the night. acks ): sigh maybe anat is stressing me out? but though i have been sick this week i havent pon any school! yay (: i'm such a guai girl. though i think i should have stayed at home and rest sigh.

yep ignorance is bliss. it's blissful not knowing the exact amt of time i reach to get home (amt of time wasted on travelling). it's blissful not trying to know what others think of me T.T though sometimes i can infer. it's tough trying to interact with someone ): when others can do it so easily. sigh i do display some signs of autism? >< acks somethings are better not known... so i wont think so much and maybe live life more happily and gratefully.

i miss the times when we were playing so happily ): i miss hearing laughter and i miss laughing.

work

work is ok today. busy but feel quite fulfilled after that.

but i am sad. :( been looking forward to it esp today. boohooo turned out there was change. and nothing to look forward to anymore. wonder if i will get to see him anytime anywhere T.T but he wont recognise me. boohoo.

hope work's better tmr! no more mistakes!!! >.<

internship again :D

yay today was fun! :D thanks to nicole! haha so glad she's here! xD

random stuff i did today like decorating the christmas tree! lol it's quite difficult actually esp the lights cos u need at least 2 pple to do it. but it was fun :) first time decorating a christmas tree.

then there was Happy Hour! food and drinks provided at this room. haha the food not bad :)

i'm in the "wanna go home" mood already xD so dont feel like doing work anymore. haha

30 mins left!

new hamster! (Day 1)

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my hamster arrived ysd. :D it's super small and cute! and fierce X.X it's abt 6-7cm long? haha. shall take pics everyday to show its growth! yay

finally

yay op is officially over. :) glad to have such a good pw grp. pw did leave some memories in me. haha
- First time having only 2 hours of sleep cos of WR! ( which meant i slept at 4 plus! and there's sch the next day! )
- First time learning abt Ashley Isham who is a local fashion designer! and to know abt fashion (cos i wasnt interested in it before pw xD)
- and 1st time working with such funny crazy groupmates.

:D now to look forward to holidays!
- internships!
- TAIWAN! YAY :D
- AND STUDIES! :D
-stayover? xD

JIAYOU MIN JIA! :DDD

START WORK NOW!

i'm procrastinating. :( sigh super lazy. dont feel like I&R. HOW. plus i dont know how to start. sigh i really dont like to do this.

nvm on a happier note, i think i will  have a busy fulfilling nov/dec hols :D

Goodbye, Xiao Yin

On 11 August 2008 Monday, my dear hamster, Xiao Yin passed away peacefully.

Xiao yin was a really cute hamster. He loved eating cabbage and sunflower seeds. He was a very active hamster and loved climbing around in his cage. Xiao yin was a fierce but lovable hamster who gave me loads of laughter and smiles.

Rest in peace.

All the best Min Jia!

3 Ps I must do well in...
1. Promotional Exams!
2. Project Work!
3. Piano exam!

JIAYOU!