ireth's blog

GOGO JIAYOU!

common tests are over... sigh the last paper i got back was the worst paper. but the other subjects are quite ok :) at least my hardwork paid off. continue to work hard! JIAYOU!

ALPS 2008

back from ALPS :) it was fun. and a really memorable experience.

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aja aja fighting!

JIAYOU FOR GP CT : ))) i feel better after 12 hours of sleep! when was the last time i slept more than 7hours? one month ago? ever since my saturdays became busier i couldnt find anyday to sleep late : / hols didnt count since i had to go back to sch most of the time. except today. HAPPY VESAK DAY! <3

TA OUTING coming! <33 lalala

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sigh im getting really sensitive. im being a really sore loser now and i know i shouldnt be like that. sigh

okay i dont know if im right but ur actions made me think that u hate/dislike me. again and again u showed that u dont like me. nvm persevere on! few days more.

and my name is spelt Min Jia. without a g.

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sigh people are so superficial... one moment i thot they are nice pple the next moment it turns out that im totally wrong... im  sad. x( and im feeling really mean nowadays. i dont care if i see u on the streets or sth or even somewhere out there... i will jus stare blankly at u and if u didnt wave or say hi i wont bother. sometimes i initiate the waving and i smile but to be returned with looks of blank and shock or disgust. WADEVER. fine im not pretty nor can flirt ard kind. TOO BAD MAN. nvm 2 years pass really fast that's a good thing! I SHALL BE A  MUGGER IN THIS 2 YEARS. i dont care. i like being a mugger so wad if it's really unpopular and uncool. i dont care ok!

i really dont believe in anything that's "true" cos nothing in this world is "true" like 100%. sigh im getting tired and depressed nowadays... maybe cos life's busier... but still not as busy as i thot it would be... maybe in april. sigh wake me up when april ends!

i dont want to wake up : (

happy 17th bdae to me! :D

yay THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO MADE MY BIRTHDAY SUCH A WONDERFUL DAY :DDD

thank you rachel for the early bdae present :D
thank you TA <333 for the lovely oreo cheesecake and the nice "happy birthday" sign. :D
thank you nicole for the bag of nice biscuits :D
thank you SHUSI JIANING SUNCHAO for the super fun outing :D haha thank you for treating me to super nice pepper lunch + super touching movie sky of love! :DDDD and of course cam-whoring in the neoprints machine. :D YESH and the super cute winnie pooh balloon! i had FUN carrying it ard the whole day xDDD
thank you all those who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!-- shusi, jianing, sunchao, lisa (tan), michelle, jasmine ding, jasmine yam, yinqi, charlotte, leroy, hazel, yaru, grace, geraldine (tan), rachel, wenda, deborah, joni, jing hong, nicole, cheryl (ng), huihui, jonathan, stella, yihui, evelyn, harmoc , shara, shihui, sylviane :D haha im touched that u all rmbed my birthday :))))

finally i like birthdays! xD

some nice photos! :D oh the last picture is the reason why i like fish! "one bite 'n' hooked" xDDD haha.

holidays -.-

last thurs was class steamboat dinner. fun :)
friday was sad. :'(
sat was harmoc prac + cheshire home outing. : l harmoc prac was scary though ><

sunday (today) was og outing to ECP. i wonder why rjc pple likes ECP so much... went there twice this year already! anyways we cycled (wad else can we do there). yep! and i being NICE xD rode a tendon bike ( is it tendon? it's the two-pple bike one) with yuxin! haha it's fun! lol quite scary at first cos im a wobbly rider... yep but after a while it's a lot better :D we didnt fall! so wonderful rite! im so clumsy that im scared i will fall and add on another scar to my already very scar-y knees. heh xD yep! it's funny cos when we started cycling we were right at the back. coming back we were the first few! haha amazing even though we cycled at a really slow speed. heh. and then half way back it started to rain and the rain became heavier and heavier! i was drenched. so stopped halfway and seeked shelter at some random hut. after waiting for ard 20mins the rain was lighter so we cycled off. acks and now im super scared i will be sick x( feeling giddy and feverish. sigh not a good sign.

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i'm sick. giddy feverish and sore throat. x( sigh.

I dreamed I was missing...

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared.
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared.

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear.
What am I leaving,
When I am done here

So if you’re asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
reason to be missed

Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating
I’ve shared what I made

I’m strong on the surface
Not all the way through.
I’ve never been perfect
But neither have you.

So if you’re asking me I want you to know…

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some reason to be missed.
And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest.

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you’ve learned to hide so well.
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself.
I can’t be who you are…

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some reason to be missed.
And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest.

Forgetting…
All the hurt inside you’ve learned to hide so well.
Pretending…
Someone else can come and save me from myself.
I can’t be who you are,
I can’t be who you are …

sigh. please let me do well!

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i feel so sad and irritated. sigh right now im not missing anything even though im disliking stuff. i have NO motivation in my life. i do work for the sake of doing and cos im a MUGGER! yep. sigh and i feel painful (physical). my cheeks (inside) hurts so much cos the ARGHHH braces wire is poking into my cheek. great wad a great dentist i have.

i want to lose weight! EXERCISE + DIET! everyone is so skinny and everyone says they are fat (which means im fatter). x((((

and i want to VENT my frustrations here! ARGH IM SO IRRITATED. fine if u are not interested i also wont bother telling u anything k. im wasting my time waiting for u. so pissed. sigh but im nice... okay i will only tell if u even bother asking so fine. dont ask dont tell. LOL. [i sound so childish]

maybe im too sensitive. but i always feel im the excluded one.